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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2005|05:48 pm]
WELL......... im grounded an im at onies house thats how i got on the comp. cuz u know when trishas grounded it means no comp, cell, home phone nuthing! so it sucks so yea i dunno. neways yea well well well yea 7 DAYS BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!! im so fucking excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! LACEY i hate u. neways yea we wont go into y im grounded so i will just leave that out hahah yea neways yea theres not much to say really. its 5 13 just to make it clear to everyone who cant tell time. lol im ok laura shut up. neways yea well onie got me this scarf thingy an its cool an its over the screen an its awsome an yea well u all suck an i dont cuz im a virgin! ha that would be the day trisha a virgin tehehehe alright im good. PeAcE yAlL
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2005|03:34 pm]
well well well lets see.... my dad left on weds. i fell down the stairs in the rain in a skirt in the morning. 5 bruses an 1 cut to show for it. schools out. sun burn is in/on my shoulders an face. valleyfair has its opotunity to have me as a guest (fun as hell!) (saw laura ryan an ONIE!!!!!) james kk chris an i r going again in july. 12 more days till i go to ny. gotta start thinking about what im gonna bring. (not that i havent already) my new beatter is real hott. play boy bunny in red an purple flames and elmo at the bottom. pretty hot if i do say so myself. (the dude thought i wanted elbow on it not elmo so i had to tell him ha loser) went driving this morning w/ mr. vigen. not much to say about that. tisha left i think she went home . it was really good having her here. shopping w/ lacey soon. than god knows what. but for now im going to see what i "bought" my mom an dad for their gifts. later haters
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2005|10:17 am]
OK well keyboarding is really boring last day of school! only one more class left! woot woot im gonna cry it wont hit me yet not for like a month but i wont cry i will just be sad very very sad! neways yea well ok im bored game time biaches!


(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parents house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) have a crush on one of xanga/livejournal friends
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror picture show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been wakeboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers - tylenol counts
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched the clouds go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress-up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sunset
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer
( ) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obssesed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the oppostie side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(x) caught a snowfalke on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
(x) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a little black dress
(x) had a dream you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x)worn the oppostie sex's clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x)sat on a rooftop

(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

( ) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies but watch them anyways
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you were beautiful by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish and ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned or flashed someone (haha did in gym class!)
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x)have a Britney Spears CD
(x)forgotten someones name
(x) slept naked
( )slept with a pair of Briefs on or only in a pair of Briefs
( ) slept with a pair of Boxers on or only in a pair of Boxers
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) grown a beard
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2005|08:17 pm]
what if u believed them ur whole life? an than once they stopped telling u what u believed, u werent shocked. cuz they have said it all before. When they tell u that its all gone theres no more left. no more to give to u. will u be shocked? i think not. its all been here before. all the hints clues. u were just to blind to see it all. u were just looking past them, thinking they werent anything special. or anything u should worry about. than when it hints u, u cry for days on end when u knew it was coming, when u knew that it would come. how could u be so stupid? what blinded u? open ur eyes. dont let anyone or anything blind u. everyone is on their own in this world no matter how much someone has ur back it all falls down in the end.
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2005|11:22 am]
yea well lets see i havent wrote in awhile i never have nething to write nemore. well i do but i never feel like writing. neways yea i hate this class it is so retarded. but yea nezzy poo got sespended. an me an allie get to go to mickeys at lunch w/ deb cuz we didnt have blurt outs or w/e but yea its like weird. but yea neways im really tired. ever since i started taking these damn pills i have been so tired an i cant take them at night cuz i already have been taking them in the morning so it will mess it up. neways yea i asked my momma if tisha could spend the weekend over an she said she could as long as its ok w/ her mom an i havent talked to her yet so yea.... i guess well have to see! neways im gonna go i dont feel good bye
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2005|08:20 pm]
OK! im hyper on the outside but dead on the inside well i need to write but im gonna do the 10 friends thing. haha i probably dont even have that many! neways im gonna explain it so ppl dont feel blonde like i did neways yea im gonna write about 10 of my friends w/ out saying their name an u gotta guess which one is u.....

1. I've only known you for about 3 years. But we get along great. laugh all the time an never want to stop talking to each other! you are one of my bessst friends. an in ur words i know u better than ur mom does which is kinda really cool! u always know what to say when im down an even when i am i always smile at the sound of ur voice.i love u! muahss!

2. awwww friends forever an always right? i wish i could help u out more! ur the best person i look up to u soo much! ur soo pretty an smart even if u dont think so u r. i love doing things for ur birthday cuz they always turn out crazy! haha love u butt!!!

3. R.I.P. hun

4. yea we go off an on so its kinda hard to write this right now, but ill try my best. neways i have been able to tell u lots of stuff that hasnt been out an sometimes no i take that back most of the time u called me a whore an what not but at the same time its funny. i cant to go to ny! its gonna be a blast! hahahah yea no more texting! love ya!

5. haha u dont even read this but w/e... we have so much fun when we hang out its not even funny well it is jk! well yea u r wayy to hyper in the mornings! well thats a good thing cuz u started off my day great! i know i can be really open w/ u an it feels good to have a friend like u! we need to hang out soon! but no more bon fires! love ya!

6.awwww 3rd grade memories oh what fun. haha that one day we stayed in from rescess an we were doing a fanshion show an we were just walking that was soo funn! yea we need to hang out an im soo sad u cant come w/ me an whoever is going this summer but maybe me an u will have a little trip by ourseleves! haha love ya!

7. ive known u for a very short time but we just clicked as friends. its really easy to trust u cuz u cant really tell anyone nething. an ur just too good of a friend like that to do that.we have so many inside jokes that no one will ever get. haha cept when U get in trouble for them. well yea! love ya!

8.my bestttesttt buddddy! ugh i miss u sooo much i so wish u can come this summer an if u cant i will cry! i really hope u can move in w/ ur mom also! we have been getting so close since the last couple times i have seen u an i dont want it to stop! i really miss u so much! if u dont come see me im coming an seeing u! ok well ill call u later! love ya!

9. wow we have gotten to become really good friends an im soo happy that we r! i cant wait for this summer! an i really want to see those pics! im really glad i went thankk u so much fo bringing me!!!! i love u so much never change ur a great person! cant wait for ny!!! ya baby! love ya!

10. you dont read this but, for a while now we have became close an i really like that! i love u so much! i wish i could help u out w/ all ur problems an all. i will see u at group! an in the locker room when i do ur belly button!!!!!! yay!!! i love ya!

yay im done that was kinda hard tho lol neways yea guess away my little puppets! no im jk. neways yea im off like the wizard of oz!!!
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2005|07:37 pm]
ok well lets see whats going on w/ trisha? well nick came back home on sun. an we talked an all an he left again weds. night i miss him so much. but hes coming back soon an when he does hes supposed to come see me. but yea an i went to the doc on thurs. an they put me on prosak? is that how u spell it? well its an anti depressant, an its kinda complicated but yea we wont go into that. neways yea an than i bridged for gs. an it was cute lol. last night i went to iones dance it was kinda weird at first but than once everyone started danceing an all it was really fun! but i didnt slow dance w/ anyone which was perfectly ok. i stould at the side an watched everyone slow dance. an all i could think about was nick an me. an all those times but im not gonna explain it cuz its between us. an i almost started to cry but thank god another song came on cuz i was so close to crying. but yea my feet hurt so bad after that an it was so late when we left. well it was an interesting night. cuz i found out that one of my kinda close long time friends is bisexual. she kinda didnt even tell me tho she was like u know im bisexual right? an i was like yea ok. it was kinda a shocker but than again i kinda had a feeling ya know? neways about an hour before the dance i decided i wanted to dye my hair cuz my mom bought it for me but it was the highlight stuff but well i just kinda put it in my hair like regualr hair dye.well that wasnt a really good idea cuz when me an allie took it out an washed it out......... i was bleach blonde! an still am! it kinda looks ok the hair itself but it makes me look really pale so i guess at this moment in time make up is my best friend so i dont look pale as i am. so yea well thats about it for today so yea peace out yall an dont laugh at my hair! u gonna ugh love it?
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2005|08:23 pm]
ugh lets see i guess i will write an let u all in my business now... well to start off nicky poo came home on saturday night but talked to me on sunday so i talked to him from like 11 30 till whenever i fell asleep. i kinda waited for him to fall asleep tho cuz it helps me fall asleep. neways so i didnt talk to him yesterday (monday) cept online. an before i talked to him i was talking to nathan an i started crying an throwing things like i was having a temper tantrum but i wasnt screaming cept when my mom asked me what was wrong. an i cried for at least 6 hours total my eyes were sooo puffy. i kinda have a little reason y i think i did that. i really dont want nick to go i want him to stay i want him to come visit me.but thats not happening.

promises r broken
along with hearts
goals get crushed
u walk all over me
i cant stop u
just keep walking baby
if thats what u want
i'll lay right here
an support ur bare feet
from ever touching the ground

ughhhh i dont know whats wrong w/ me now i cant even write a good fucking poem! maybe its cuz its on here i dont like sharing them really... cept for nick i wrote him a lot. neways yea well i dunno in gym today i started crying an i dont know why cuz everyone was asking about nick like always everyone always does it kinda hurts cuz it reminds me of all the stuff that kills me about me an him an ugh its just so hard.

my momma told me about my app. its on thursday an its at 9 30 i dont have to change for gym or nuthing so yea well i am probably gonna miss group too... which sucks. i dont want to keep tlakimg to different ppl about this. i want it to be my business an whos i decide to let in.

now u know what i dont so i hope yall r happy my summer is crashing down before its even here

i might as well drop everything an go to laguna mar! no sorry thats my honey moon
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2005|06:56 pm]
NICKS HOME!!!!! ... but leaving....... an might be coming .....who knows im all mixed up about a bunch of shit....
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2005|11:30 am]
[music |toma -pitbull]

yea well today i was in math (my new fav class) an yea me an yoji were talking an yea it was all cool an he was just looking at me an than all a sudden the fucking fire alarams start going off i jumped so high! an ugh! yea well than we walked out there an i was walking w/ kristen an yoji was infront of us an it was funny i was like "yoji if u werent smoking in the bathroom this wouldnt be happeneing!" an he looked at like huh? an i was like w/e shut up neways yea an so it was flipping raining an i had to stand right where the overhang goes away so of course theres rain coming in from the side an than the big drips from the overhang i was like this sucks! neways yea well im kinda pissed cuz i didnt charge my phone last night an it just died an so now i cant turn it on at all! ugh! i might as well put it in my locker but than again so many ppl know my combo so i will just keep it in my purse. so yea well haha yea it was really weird in the rain tho cuz it made my hair soooooo soft an it wasnt cool when it was wet but it is now ugh i love it but yea it kinda sucked cuz i couldnt play in it. haha omg i swear i should never wear white again an it wont rain cuz i have a white undershit on but my t shirt is really thin an so is my sweater ugh is was FREEZING!!!!!! neways we had group today right? ugh i cant say what we talked about or who said what but i can say that i felt like a flipping whore saying all the shit i did but i guess i have to get used to letting everything out cuz thats gonna have to happen when i go to my shrink in...... a week? yea a week neways im pissed at nathan he didnt email me this morning way to make my day worse! ugh w/e doesnt matter. JOSH GO AWAY! sorry neways my hair is too soft mfer oooo i didnt say that ok g2g before i get in more trouble later haters! (nathan that is my flipping sign off closing thing its mine an melissas so back off buddy!)
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