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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2005|09:18 pm]
purple_booty
ugh ppl r jerks i dunno what to do anymore i am lost in a pluddle of my blood an im drownding. i need a hand to reach in an pull me out. no one yet im still holding my breath an its getting to the time i turn blue an let go an drownd. im scared im in a dark room an before it was bright an than someone left an now its back to being dark i want him an need him he completes me an all but i dunno wtf im talking about im gonna go talk to my momma about this summer an about my app. in 9 days wish me luck love me!
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|11:03 am]
purple_booty
when someone is 400 miles away from u an they say they love u is it true?how do u know there isnt some girl sitting next to them their talking about? someone whos probably a lot better than u, in so many different ways, that they just cant stay off? this is so much harder to deal w/. first the england thing an not knowing if hes really there or not or what hes doing an than his profile thing. ugh its just all like wow does he really love me? but if is, is he trying to use me for something? what the fuck would it be? ........ i played in the rain in my white pants an tan shirt an i was spinning an closed my eyes w/ my head up an my mom an everyone went inside an i opened them an i said out loud..... " God please i beg u just hit me with it just hit me, i want to go, i need to go! If i cant be with him now an cant see him let me watch over him let me be at his bed side when he does to sleep! I beg you take me now hit me an make it hurt let the lighting hit me so i can die! If he doesnt love me an if he doesnt care than i have nuthing to live for!" an i just stould there an cried yes, i stood in the rain an cried an waited. waited for lighting, the world to end, or nick to come an tell me it was all not true. but none of those came. what did come was my mom yelling at me to get in the house before i get hit w/ lighting. i kinda wondered how she knew my plan.... do u know if u love someone just by the rush u get when their name comes up on the caller id? when just seeing their sn online gives u the chills? no its not that... u know when ur in love. when u found tht one. an for somereason i dont think nick knows this feeling, but i know it an i wish so deeply that he could feel it about me....... school in the morning what a ....... joy?
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2005|09:46 pm]
purple_booty
ok wellllll i havent wrote in a long time so yea whats happened? well im going to encampment this weekend starting tomorrow at like 8 in the fricking morning yea so that sucks but yea i'll probably sleep on the way up so yea unless i drive haha yea right! ha neways schools coming to an end an its cool an yea well yea than were coming back on sun like sometime like on sun..... mothers day yea w/e neways yea well i have another app. on the 19th yea so ugh dunno how that will go so we'll wait an see so yea well im gonna write when i get back from gs camp cuz i dont have much to say so yea love ya! an yea jordi im so pumped for the summer but member its a secert! dont tell no one! i swear i will beat u lol buh bye LEAVE ME COMMENTS!
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2005|08:41 pm]
purple_booty
ok so! A LOT has happened since i wrote last well well i cant member what i wrote last so... yea today i went to man ears (manards) an bought lights for my hot tub room an than we came home an me an lacey went to knollwood it was fun! haha yea im fat wow neways yea well well an i bought me an her belly button rings now i know what ur thinking .... ~* huh trisha doesnt have her belly button peirced*~ well now she does!!!!! well allie did it an nathan helped me a lot an i thank him neways yea hot tub room is getting to the half of half way point an my baby hamsters r doing good an most important i told marlee about my "problem" an of course i balled an she had ot call my mom an all but its cool an shes trying ot get me in w/ some person at my school till i see my doc for depression test an for a "real" crazy person u need to come talk ot me so i can get paid for listening person.......... neways yea youth group tomorrow not too cited nuthing yea well i dunno w.e im not in the mood to talk now cuz tiffany is bitchin an w./e so it puts me in a bad mood so i will write later love u all so much! muahs! leave me comments cuz u looooove me!
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|07:12 pm]
purple_booty
ok well lets see what has happened this weekend well friday night i baby sat till like 2 30 in the morning an i came home an slept till like 12 30 i think an than i had to get up for ana's birthday party an i went back to bed at 4ish an got up at 6 or 6 30 went to chipotles w/e an than i yea cant member... oh i cleaned an we bought a hot tub!!!!!!!!! im sooo happy! an yea well its gonna be in my house in less than a month so im happy ok back to my weekend than today my mom had some party for like oils an spices for cooking so i stayed an tried it all some of it was really good an some other stuff i had to get more pop to wash the taste away cuz it was gross neways yea so than i went up to allie an inez's an than i came home an finally broke the news to my mom telling her that im keeping the hamsters an i went in there i held shushu an i looked an there was this pink baby squerming an i was like omg!!!!! an i screamed i was like " I HAD BABIES!!!! OMG MOM!!!!" oh she wasnt happy an so now i have 7 babies an 9 hamsters all together but we have to keep the daddy out cuz he'll eat em an if u touch the babies the momma will eat em an an u cant be loud an if the momma gets stressed out she will eat them too so yea she might neways cuz its her first litter but w.e an yea so it was a very exciting weekend an now im gonna go an do i dont know what so yea if u want a hamster let me know cuz my momma wont let me keep all of them an i can only keep maybe 2 of the same sex which sucks but yea im off like the wizard of oz!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2005|06:49 am]
purple_booty
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |unfoolish]

ok well well well it was a very eventful night last night.... well first i came home an waited for my dad to come home an than we went and picked garick up an than me an him went an got jo's present at things remembered and at build a bear omg never go there(try to) make me run an scream i love build a bear so like wow neways yea but it was funny. yea than we had taco bell well i had a soft taco and he had two in the time i ate one but i still wasnt finished w/ mine when he was. but w/e an yea well neways i called kristina to pick us up an she did an we were drving garick home an he said its past eliot and she thought he said u past it, idiot! it was so funny how she said it tho. neways than me an her went driving again after i "ate" dinner an we went out to burnsville mall to meet mike an we were playing car chicken it was really fun an than he blocked us in so i got out and jumped in his car an i was like whats up?! an we went to this other parking lot an his car and kristina's were right next to each other and our windows were rolled down an i tried to throw kk my carmex an it bounced off something an we lost it so i was like all going under mikes seat an my boob was like smashed between god knows what an he smaked my ass! he was like damn trisha got a black girl booty! an i was like oh shit im stuck! an he wouldnt get out so i could so i like kinda hint him lol an he jumped an i got out than his other frineds came an he was out talking to them an i was throwing stuff from his car to kk's an it was funny as hell an i opened the door an i hit his friends car an i was like oh shit an the guy was like ur lucky its rusty there or i woulda came out an kicked ur ass i was like sorry damn an his bass was like damn! thats gonna be me! anyways gott finish the rest fast cuz i gotta get ready for school neways so yea we(kk me mike) were going to dq to see god knows who an we went thro the drive th(me an mike) an jo called me an was tlaking about the whole garick an her breaking up thing an so i think/hope i helped her out an kk called me an was like y r u gettign food?! an i was like were not were getting a drink an hung up an we came around when we were done an she was gone! so i called her an she left an was on the highway going home! an i was like u bitcha n so me an mike went an got gas an we went to the wrong pump an the dude was like pump 10 is repaid an i was like oh shit lol an he made me get out w/ him! lol it was funny an so we went home an we were just talking an it was really funa n i yelled at him for losing my carmex an yea than i came home got online an talked to chris............... thats a story on its own ................ i really gotta get ready now its 6 50! lol well yea yea yea ok im off! later haters yall can leave lacey 5 but me only 1?!!??! wtf?!
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2005|09:26 pm]
purple_booty
haha ok well aj should be home soon an than were gonna go to target to get some things hehe neways yea tomorrow im skipping or sorry zack said its playing hookie but yea an im going to chris's house an everyone was calling me a whore an shit like that today an it was like omg! fuckers well im not a whore or a bitch or slut or nethign! gosh w/e they r all haters hehe neways yea well i have nuthing really to say....s o yea i will write tomorrow an what happens an what doesnt teheheh yea u all suck! not me!
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:09 pm]
purple_booty
i feel like a flipping retard cuz im like the only one staying home tonight... but than again i dont want to go out tonight an not be able to tomorrow night... so yea if u havent hurd already me an chris r going to the moa an going shopping camp snoopy (im still a kid at heart) an a movie but the movie we were gonna see isnt there nemore so i dunno if were gonna go see another one or just forget it but yea... today at school was cool cuz the power went out at the end of 4th hour an all the computers made this loud liek dshjfvjdsahc sound an i like jumped an it was creepy an yea so my teacher would NOT let us go i was like fuck this when i saw lacey an she left so i was like peace! an yea so me an lacey walked through c2 it was sooooo dark! but so they couldnt put the codes in for the lunch #'s so me allie inez told them fake names an lunch #'s haha they probably lost like at least 30 between us 3! cuz i "bought" (well patty thompson w/ the lunch # of 18382 did) lol umm oh yea 3 pretzls w/e an an energy drink an i bought a bag lunch too! haha it was funny! but than the lights came on at the end of lunch an it was funny cuz i looked at nez an allie an iw as like IM OUT! cuz they were gonna start putting in #'s and shit so they would tell it was fake so we left lol im probably not gonnabe able to go back to lunch for like another like week lol oh well! no big. i will get over it. an than well kims kicking me off her computer now so i will write tomorrow once i get home or on sun. later haters leave me comments!
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2005|05:14 pm]
purple_booty
well my family sucks like totally im so packingmy stuff up like on the 1st(nathans birthday) ((in 2007)) an moving out the day of my birthday i dont care what my parents say btu im gonna have nick move here in slp an we can live togther an i am gonna finish up school here an than were off! ugh the rest i have to plan out w/ nick of course this is just my part where i plan myself! haha neways yea well its 4/20 today not too good neways i dunno i have to get ready soon like 6 cuz me an mike might go out to eat but yea an allie an inez r gonna bring over my new hamsters! woo hoo! shushu an hoochie! aka cock an cunt lol neways im so excited! i want them so bad! neways yea well i have nuthing really to say other than im skipping tomorrow if my parents dont let me stay home! haha fun neways yea later haters
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|11:06 am]
purple_booty
okkkkk so trisha........... well benell hit me like a million times in gym an that bugs me cuz she gets mad an shit an w/e idc but she shouldnt hit me fuck her neways yea last night i got arrested haha an i was in the cop car an yea not the first time tehehehe neways we dont need to know about that...... yea well im getting so excited for ny but than again im scared that i will be like depressed if i dont get to see nick but w/e it will be fun neways! haha neways yea i dont feel good today just like the whole weekend neways no one cares so w/e yea i have to clean my room tonight! an i have a secret! woot woot! im kinda pissed tho cuz jo found out about her surprise ugh oh well i will come up w/ something else! haha now what?! neways im going now cuz i want to an u all suck hehe no wait in math last hour sara sits at the table behind me and she was like at least im not as bad or dirty as trisha i looked at her an i was like its ok cuz bad girls have a lot more fun than u goodie goodies haha an she didnt say nuthing after that at least i dont have to lie about every thing like she does ugh ppl piss me off hahah kk is awsome tho we were driving yesterday an she looked at these girls that were like like all preppy an she was like i hate girls ahhaha it was funny flash back of a nick convo ugh man i miss him ok well im off later haters
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